A-hole boyfriend 😭

Hi girls 💖 Where do I start!! So since the beginning of our pregnancy I just feel like it’s been next to impossible to enjoy, I feel like he just doesn’t care about me or this baby 😭, Sometimes I’ll get so frustrated and mad I’ll yell but most of the time the stress and frustration just makes me cry and he laughs? Is this normal? If I get excited about our baby’s arrival and try talking about it I’d be better off speaking to a brick wall because emotionally he’s just not there? We’re 21 weeks+5 and have purchased and prepared NOTHING!! (Not my wish) but I’m ‘Being silly we don’t Evan need to think about it just now’ Sorry but babies are exspensive right?! I don’t have a lot of family either so I don’t really have anyone to speak to apart from friends who I’ve grown apart from ☹️☹️

He’ll make me feel like I’m literally going crazy by going on lads weekends away and just having no interest in me, wanting to spend time with me or talk about our babies future.. am I crazy? Is this normal? Do I expect too much? I was so excited at the beginning of our pregnancy but now I’m just fed up and feel like I don’t Evan want to be in this relationship anymore which makes me feel terrible ☹️ Someone help ☹️🤕 In a way I hope this is just hormones making me feel this way but it feels like way more ☹️