Cheated!

My husband had a affair it went on for a few weeks, I found it forgave him then I found out while sleeping in my bed and “trying” work on things with me he was still texting her about how he misses her and would marry her, how he would kick me out for her to move in. well apparently the woman no longer wants anything to do with him and blocked him from fb and her cell. So just about 30 mins ago he goes I fucked up I said what happen he goes I did InFidelity on u and now the woman don’t even want anything to do with me(I played dumb like I didn’t know he was still talking with her) I said oh so your still talking to her and he goes nope I was messaging her and she didn’t reply she blocked me off fb and etc, I said so your upset that your affair woman don’t want anything to do with u or because of what u did to me? He goes yea because she don’t want to be friends with me I fucked up, I walked out the room crying, I’m not looking for judgement, I just needed a place to vent, I’m done I will reach out to a lawyer, I forgave and yet still I’m second choice, Screw that.