Any advice..?

I got a vvvvvvvvvfl on a cheapie Saturday with fmu. I want to test again, but with work all this week I barely have the time! I'm also trying to keep it on the down low because I've had two miscarriages. My last one was in March.💔 My friends, family, and I all had our hopes up for it to be taken away. I'm just scared to see another negative and nervous to see a positive. I'm not off work until late Saturday and I'm so unbelievably anxious. Has anyone been in my shoes? How can I keep myself relaxed in the mean time? Is it bad that I have to wait so long to test? Sorry ladies I'm just... overwhelmed and could use words of encouragement. Thank you all so much