I need some serious help! It’s a long story so before I want to say that I know it was stupid and I mean really stupid and I need advice on how to get past it. I don’t need a lecture from some parents on here because I already know how wrong it was and I regret it so much. Here is the story. So there was this guy on Snapchat and he sent me a thing on notes that said I have to chose one to get from him and on it was nudes. I could very clearly tell he only sent it to me and he tried to act like he meant to cross out the nudes one but he forgot even tho it was 9:55 and the screenshot was made at 9:53 so I knew he made it. I decided to have some fun though and I put nudes. I said I didn’t want his dick but I just wanted his ass cheeks. I honestly had no feelings for this kid and just thought it would be funny. He goes I will only send it if you send to me. I go that seems fair. In my mind I would only send me in boyshorts and it would just me my ass cheeks not even full butt just the ends of them. Cut to him actually sending the photo I don’t screenshot. I go shit I actually have to send it but I also just do it. He started to get really clingy after and gross asking for freidns w benefits and I told him repeatedly that I didn’t like him. He also kept sending me some random guys dick he screenshotted trying to say it was him. I didn’t believe him and told my friend. He sends me that guys dick again and I screenshot telling him that I knew it was fake u don’t have to get mad. He decides to act really pissed and go well since we are sending screenshots and sends me the photo I sent that night before. Immediately I become mortified to try and make him not share it I tell him that it doesn’t matter to but we all know it does. This is terrible right now because he is not the kind of person I trust with that photo and I’m terrified that it will be shared and hurt my reputation. He also immediately started calling me freaky which I did NOT enjoy. Cut to why I am posting this. I already feel a little better about it because this is the first time I am actually sharing the story. I have blocked him on snap but he has some really popular friends. I don’t mind because the photo itself isn’t bad but I don’t want my reputation and people to think of me taht way. I am 14 and only have a couple weeks left of middle school. I want to hear some of your guys stories about this kind of thing and how you got over it because currently I cannot eat and all I want to do is fall asleep and forget about everything. Please this was a big mistake I will never do again. I don’t want shoulda coulda woulda I want people that have had this kind of thing happen to them please help me out and kind of just help me get through it and stop feeling so sick. Thank you so much in advance.