Depressed and Anger and Pregnant.

I’m a jealous type of girl, I have an amazing husband. He has done things to hurt me, but that was when we were boyfriend/girlfriend. A year later we got engaged and then about a year and a half later we got married. I’ve always have had anger issues because of jealousy, and people who have hurt me in the past. This is my first pregnancy, will it hurt my baby when I still have anger issues, I’m 17+1 every time I go to doctor baby is doing great. I used to take medicine for my depression because I have that bad. But I was ttc so they took me off of it. Haven’t been on it in over 2 years, now. It’s hard to talk to my husband, face to face. I have to write stuff down, then read it to him. Is that weird? I’ve been with this man of my dreams since August 2012. I’m just so scared, I’m gonna loose him because my temper, or I’m gonna hurt my baby. Please help. I pray to God a lot. Thanks.