In need of encouragement

Hi there exclusive pumpers! I recently decided to exclusively pump and it was a very hard decision. I really really wanted to breastfeed but it was excruciating for me and nothing was working. I was just sobbing on her the whole time I was feeding. I’m still really sad about it and not confident in my decision at times. I guess I just need some encouragement that it will be ok and that my daughter and I will still be able to bond without breastfeeding. I’m a first time mom and so emotional about all this :(