He said he was gonna leave But now acts as if nothing happened...

Okay yesterday me and boyfriend got into an argument. It was my fault and I admitted it. Long story short, I messed up once and he told me he was gonna leave me. No matter how many times he has messed up, I always loved him and wanted him. But the first I mess up, he was gonna leave. Then tonight he wanted to have sex. I went along with it and went through the actions. Now his kinda cuddly and clingy.

But I'm not sure how I feel about things. I mean he went from pissed off last night to wanting to fuck tonight. He was gonna leave me last night then tonight he's fucking me.

When he told me that he wanted to leave me, y'all that hurt me in my soul. I would would have never left him. I have never left him. I wouldn't dream of leaving him. But he was gonna leave me. When we first got together he was the one that was always saying please don't leave me, now he is the one that was gonna leave. I'm scared to say anything now. I'm worried to even breathe now. I'm concerned that if I mess up, and I know I will, again, he's gonna leave. When we are together, he can't keep his hands off me. He's always touching my hand or slapping or grabbing my butt or boob. But I messed up and he was gonna leave.

I'm so sorry but that still bothers me.

He was gonna leave me!!