I’m always super happy for any of my friends that get pregnant and have healthy babies but 2 of of my friends are pregnant right now at the same time! One of them is pregnant with baby #6, yes NUMBER SIX...and the other is pregnant right now with TWINS and her oldest just turned one! And neither of them were trying when they got pregnant. Like I said i know I’m happy for them but I just started crying and i don’t know if it’s from jealousy, frustration or just plain sadness. Like I would kill to be blessed with the opportunity to have one healthy baby and people around me are accidentally having multiples. I hate to be or sound like a jealous person but damn I really sit back like why can’t it be me too smh