Anyways, I've been wanting to marry the guy after six months of dating him and have wanted to start a family for almost a year now (when you know, you know, right?). We have discussed marriage with each other and completely know that it's going to happen someday along with kids. Ever since I moved here a few months ago, he had been what seemed like dropping hints that he wanted a baby. He would talk about his buddy's kids/new pregnancies, point cute kids out when we're running errands, kiss my stomach or lay on it, things along those lines. When I brought it up to him, he told me he wasn't ready which brought me to tears because I thought he was hinting that he was. I asked him to try and refrain from misleading me and that lasted about a week ha. 

I was on nexplanon, but it was making me crazy hormonal and he said I should get it taken out. I brought up being on the pill and he said, "no stay off BC for a while, I can just buy condoms." UHM? Okay, it's one thing to ask me to take out my BC but suggest I not be on any?? Is he toying with me again or deep down wants a baby now but is scared? Ugh, men.

I had my BC taken out Monday, we had unprotected sex Thursday via pull out method. I'm getting such mixed signals and I'm not sure if I would have been ovulating since my BC just got taken out but know that otherwise pull out is very high for pregnancy. Im not sure how to interpret when he says he doesn't want one, but actions prove otherwise?