The last two months have really just stunk for my husband and I. We’ve been really busy as he’s in full-time school and I work full time.

We had a really early miscarriage in March and we’ve had to travel basically every other weekend. Two weeks ago my husbands uncle passed away and the weekend after I lost my grandmother. I’m still dealing with how I feel after our miscarriage (it was a really confusing time as we weren’t trying but we were excited anyway) and sometimes I just feel really overwhelmed. I haven’t had anyone to vent to so I’ve just been keeping a lot of this to myself.

Still I’m trying to look on the bright side of things. We recently moved into a new house and it’s been really nice, my hub is doing really well in school and landed an awesome full time paid internship for the summer and we get to travel with his family to Mexico in July. He also told me we can start TTC after the holidays this year and I’m so excited because I’ve always dreamed of being a mother.