Am I crazy?

Hi everyone. I’ve been ttc for the passed 7 months now. It’s been hard for me to tell if I was ever going to conceive or not because of all the stress and anxiety from ttc and also not being able to have a normal period. Basically every 45-58 days I would get a period. A girl can get pretty stressed out not knowing when she’s pregnant or when she’s getting her period am I right? Anyway. I thought enough was enough. I needed to take back control of something so I bought some ovulation and pregnancy tests strips off amazon this month. It was nice knowing that I was actually ovulating so we definitely got busy. I was acting a little moody at the beginning of the week, something set me off. I basically started tearing, my coworker asked me what’s wrong and sensed I was upset and when I turned around my eyes just started pouring OUT OF NOWHERE! Anyway I was also laughing too at the same time because I thought it was just ridiculous I would be crying because of an off comment/joke my boss made. So here I was crying and laughing and crying and laughing. Long story short I got over it. Did my first hcg test this month. Please tell me I am not going crazy and that I am seeing what I am seeing. I’ll probably take another test in a couple of days if I can wait that long. 🤞🏼