Dumped abusive relationship for my first love 💕 I just needed to tell someone

I dont even know what to put this under.

I’ve been in a bad relationship for a year it took my ex of 4years to show me he’s a dick! Me and my ex dated he broke up with me in fear of hurting me after 6 years of still being friends we started hanging out the feelings are still with my ex I’ve loved him since 3rd grade I left my bad relationship for my ex again I couldn’t be even more happy!!! Stuff got real tonight and we did the dirty deed!!! Period is in 5 days let’s see what’s in store!!!