just why???

I love that I'm pregnant. I really really do. I'm thankful and excited, but let's be real for a moment. I've had terrible all-day nausea. nausea gives me anxiety so I'm also having random bouts of anxiety which I hate. on top of that, I have zero appetite and I'm tired all the time. most days I feel like crap. I just spent 4.5 hours in the er for a swollen ankle that hurt so bad I couldn't walk only to be told that they have no idea what caused it and I have a uti. right now, I am not loving pregnancy. I want to feel good. I hate hate hate feeling like this. and I'm only 6w3d so I cant imagine it's going to end soon. sorry for the rant.... needed to get this out at 3am.