(Long Birth Story) so overwhelmed 😭😭😭

So Monday, April 30th I went into the hospital to be induced. Around 2:30 my Doctor broke my water at 5 cm. Every time they would check, that's all I was. I ended up getting the epidural even though I told myself I wouldn't. So now I feel crappy about that... Well, finally I was comfortable but tired. 5:30 am on May 1st rolls around and my doctor comes into check on me and guess what? NO PROGRESS. He said because I've made no progress since early on the day before and because he broke my water that we were going to have to do a c-section which only made things worse considering I really did not want to have a c-section so I don't think that's helped me any but regardless my handsome baby boy was born at 6:15 am on May 1st. My Elijah Samuel Leldon Houston weighed 7 lbs and 15 oz and measured 22 1/2 inches long. Over the next 2 days the doctor's and nurses made me feel like I was going to be okay. From the very first time I got out bed to go pee and dropped blood everywhere to every time my baby refused to latch onto my breast. He still refuses to latch on so he isn't eating enough from just me alone so we have had to supplement a little formula which I didn't want to have to do. I was discharged with the baby yesterday around 12 and we came home. It hurts to sit, stand, walk, laugh, cry. I can't sleep my bed because it's hard to get in and out and I'm not strong enough to push myself out. I don't think I've slept more then 6 hours in 2 days... I'm sooo overwhelmed and I don't know what to do. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭