Three weeks ago I miscarried.

Today was meant to be my 12 week scan.

Is it still wrong to feel so down and upset?

I had a natural miscarriage at home, after three days of bleeding, my little baby fell into my hands.

We let my baby sleep with the sunflower seeds, which are now growing perfectly. Sounds silly, but I say goodnight every night.

I just feel so empty. I feel as if time has stood still, everyone is carrying on with there lives. And I’m stuck with all this pain.

I do have all the support from my fiancé and my beautiful 14mo keeps me going.

I just wondered, will I ever come through this?

Will this happen again?

Is this normal?

Send all my love to any other mommy’s this has happened too

🌱🌻🦋