Advice on proven hair removal

sparkles💖

I have always suffered with ‘extra’ hair sadly not all areas i can hide i suffered years and years of bullying and it crushed my confidence and self esteem i never leave the house without foundation and concealer on...

I have darker hair on my neckline upper lip and chin as well as around my belly button my and my back (i also avoid swimming or only wear a swimming costume if im on a hot beach in a bikini i am covered in a beach dress too)

I have been tested for PCOS and dont have it i now see a endocrinology awaiting results to see if i have cushings (something on the lines of that?) but they dont think i do i was told the only thing i can have done is laser therapy on nhs but still a long waiting list and still costs around £500-£1000 per block therapy which i cannot afford

I am at my wits end i am fed up of removing it i have to daily buff it away with a facial hair removal mit i have tried many types of removal creams but all even sensitive ones designed for facial hair leave me burnt, stinging and a rash, bleaching does not worked as my skin is naturally tanned and makes it more visible, i stupidly shaved it ages ago and now it comes back coarser and thicker and once i have got rid of the hair i am left with the dark shadow i have tried epilating gritted the pain and left bleeding waxing helped but because i shaved it i need to grow it so long to wax it which i cant do my partner is supportive but i get embarrassed by it

I tried different methods such as turmeric, milk, flour all sorts of different methods which are supposed to help but they didnt tumeric just left me yellow stained and smelling of curry 😐

I would love to be able to one day put on a face of make up without patchyness where my hair and ‘peach fuzz is’ even better be able to walk out of the house without make up on but that will never happen i am at my wits end my mum got my a no no lite for xmas but i am yet to see a difference....

If anyone knows of any remedies therapies proven methods please post i am so fed up of it 😞

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