Hello everyone. Just found out I’m 4 weeks and 5 days pregnant. I had a miscarriage in October of 2017. With this pregnancy I feel both blessed and scared. I’ve been spotting dark brown but there has been two times this week where I have gone to pee and I’ve had bright red blood. My panties didn’t have anything and my doctor told me it can be normal, but I’m just so scared to have another miscarriage. My mom had about 8 miscarriages before and in between me and my 3 siblings. I’m just scared that I’m going to have to go through that again. My husband and I were devastated as expected. He is being very cautious about getting too excited and in a way that makes me feel sad because I feel like he is expecting us to have another miscarriage. I’m trying not to stress too much bc I know it’s not good for my baby. But to you mommies out there that went or are going through similar situations, what has helped you cope? Hoping for the best. Baby Groot (as we call him or her) coming Jan. 2019 ♥️👼🏽♥️