I am 19 years old and I haven't gone to church since I turned 18. My parents would constantly drag me to each session, forced me in the activities, and would say that I "need Jesus" in my life. When I turned 16, I identified myself as should but never told them that. They would shame me for not praying over my food, for not thanking God for the things he has provided and have been called the devil's daughter.

They never did this to my brothers. Today, on the way home my dad has asked if I would like to attend church with them on Sunday and I said no. They blew it out of proportion. My mom said that the devil has a grip on my soul, which is why I won't go. Ten minutes ago they were in their room discussing it further, saying how I'm unappreciative and that I'm old enough to want to learn about the Bible and Christianity. That I should be thankful for what I've been given.

I think it's wrong for them to try and continue forcing their religion down my throat, and disregarding the fact that it's just not something I'm into. It's making me resent them a little, because I should have a choice and shouldn't be shamed for it. Am I wrong in feeling this way?