I shouldn’t be crying on my anniversary

It’s May 5th and it’s currently 12:38 AM when I’m writing this.

Today marks the guy I love and I’s 2 year anniversary. He’s been ignoring me for the past couple of weeks. It really hurts to know that he’s pretending like I dont exist. And it’s sad because i shouldn’t be crying about this at this time. I should be happy and spending time with him. I’ve been crying for the past 38 minutes and I’m hurting so bad 😭