A bit sad but oh well!

A dream of mine is to have a baby by the age of 23! that's my goal and always has been since younger I always said 23. I'm 19 right now finishing school. Me and my boo have been together for 4 years 😊 I was just hanging with him watching some movies and a beautiful new born popped up and I LOVE KIDS! and baby fever is high rn! SO I just asked him for the first time ever when does he feel like having a baby! His response was 30 😭 yes 30! I totally respect what he has in mind and I won't ever pressure him into having a baby when he isn't ready. My heart and hope just cracked a bit ☹ I didn't say anything back or made it noticeable I was just like " Oh that's a bit older then I expected but that sounds good! " and he just hugged me and kissed me, mean while I was just like ahhhhh 💔😭