is this wrongšŸ˜¤šŸ˜¤?

okay so i know my partner used to watch ā€œpetite pornā€. i am not petite. i want to become smaller so he can have what he ā€œwantsā€. weā€™ve had this conversation he likes me the way i am... but i feel like itā€™s a big lie if you watched that kinda porn isnā€™t that what you want? it upsets me kinda that he used to watch that i know i sound controlling but for so reason it hurts... please donā€™t be rude