I’m so lost and alone....

Ebony • Mommy. Cool. Loving. Fierce. #TrueStory

So I’m 31 years old currently 6 months expecting my 5th child. My husband and I are still together i just don’t love him anymore. A few weeks ago, i found out for almost 7-8 months he has been talking and carrying on sexting relationships with numerous other women. I honestly feel so stupid for allowing myself to get pregnant by him again but i honestly was on my way to filing for divorce and moving on with my life. I want him to be happy i just don’t think he’s happy with me. I just feel so depressed and alone and i just wonder if all this pain n loneliness is worth it.

It was no way for him to deny the stuff because i found it. I just feel i should let him go so the both of us can be happy again....it’s just one problem, he doesn’t want to leave! I’m torn and so hurt. Please i need some honest words ladies. Anything is appreciated right now. Thanks for listening....or reading.