I had sex with another dude last night, I regret it so much it meant absolutely nothing, I know i’ll get ridiculed for it but I need someone to vent to. I probably won’t tell him because he’d probably hate me, there’s no way he can find out, and I promise to never ever cheat again. Go ahead and judge me, most things you’ll say i’m already contemplating in my head.

I expected each response given. There’s no excuse but i’m 20, just young and dumb. I know I should tell him but I just don’t know how I should go about it. I know it was a choice, and I agree with all the horrible things you guys think of me. I’m not looking for sympathy because i’m disgusted myself. We argued recklessly, our relationship didn’t feel real, but honestly after cheating I feel so attached to my boyfriend, I feel so much love towards him now. I just wish it didn’t have to be like this. Wow i’m an idiot.