I’m starting to feel jealous/left out

peaches

Hey all👋🏻so I have something that’s been bothering me a little bit more lately, and I’m not sure if this is normal or not...so I wanted to post it to all of you to see if I can get some help! So my boyfriend is very successful. He is the love of my life and he supports me in everything I do. We’ve known each other for a while, and have been dating about six months now. We have plans to move in together at the end of this summer, and I have no doubt that he’s the one (blah blah blah, okay that’s over with). He is a real estate agent, and is always so busy and always texts me about how he’s going to be selling a house, or he made some money off of rentals or whatever...but it sometimes makes me feel left out and kind of sad, and then I start to think, am I jealous? I work at a grocery store, I make 12 dollars an hour. I’m going to college and I know that in a couple of years I will be very successful, too, at least I hope...but right now it’s like he can talk for hours about his day and his job, and here I am...just working at a grocery store. I feel like I’m not that interesting to him or he doesn’t really care about my job. (I mean why would he it’s not as great as his), but I just feel bad when he texts me things like “hey baby I’m having such a successful day today!” And of course I’m so happy for him, but then here I am getting yelled at by a customer because their groceries were bagged wrong. I just don’t want to be a bad girlfriend. Am I wrong for feeling this way? What should I do? (Other than just wait until I have something to be proud of).