When you repeat the same behavior twice it is no longer a mistake, but it is a choice. I am honestly over it. How can you give someone the benefit of the doubt yet again, and yet they still make you look like a damn fool? I am constantly in a battle with my thoughts daily, I have 100 things going on in my life, but yet I still manage to think about you too. You dont deserve my energy or my time. You are no longer my priority. I only give people second chances because I have been through so much already. I just want someone to complement me. Cater to my needs. Put me first for once. Think about how I feel. If you really cared about me your actions would show. You would never want to hurt me because you would see how much of a good I try to be to you. It is hard to come across genuine, kind hearted, selfless people like myself so why would you ever want to risk losing a person like me in your life? What I want in life is really simple. I thought I found him but I was wrong. People change too. Even the devil used to be angel. It is hard trying to imagine a world without companionship when it something you have always desired.