excess skin breakdown

Paisley

so I gained 50KGS during my pregnancy, I was only 53 KGS when I got pregnant by the end I was 100kgs, I couldn't stop eating and it wasn't trash meals, it was just really good yummy home cooked meals but like soo much food. pastas rice bread. I lived my life on a diet before my baby and maintained my weight for a long time. it's been 10 weeks since I had him and I've lost 30KGS but I can see how badly my skin is going to sag around my belly. I'm only 22, I'm sitting here sobbing because I'll never be able to wear tight pants again with a long shirt to cover the sag. I hate myself for being such a pig, I shouldn't have eaten like that. I know bodies change after but my stomach can never come back from it. I'm just so sad I'll never be able to look at myself and think I'm sexy again. somedays I have the mentality that because of all the delicious nutrious but also carb filled meals I ate I got to give birth to a healthy chubby 8.13 pound baby boy but some days like today it just rips up. I hope maybe exercise can help it a bit atlesdt.