AF showed her ugly face today 😔

My husband and I weren’t officially trying but why drunken evening, we BD a day before I ovulated without protection. As much as I WANT to wait to try until August, I also want a baby! It’s so disappointing! I so wish that AF didn’t show up so that way I wouldn’t have to think about the benefits of waiting vs just going for it! It’s also hard to explain. Anyone else out there soo ready for a baby but also wanting to wait for the right “timing?” Thanks for being a place to vent, with ladies who understand!