It’ll never happen for me ..

SKI1119

This is the first month we are actually ttc. We’ve been using the pullout method successfully for like 7 years lol so we’ve had sex every other day of my fertile week. Idk why but I feel so negative about this. I don’t feel like this will ever happen to me. Idk why I feel like this but I don’t think I’m lucky enough to get blessed with a baby. I want to remain positive but I am afraid to get my hopes up.