Husband with no sex drive

I definitely hope I’m not the only one but I got stuck with a husband that never has a sex drive!!! How did this happen?? I’m a very horny person lol, at least I used to be, until he started shutting me down. We just went 3 months without sex. Before, I wanted to so bad that I would try to initiate and be romantic, but I’ve been rejected and turned down for it so many times, that I don’t even have the motivation to try anymore. I feel so ugly and gross when I’m rejected in that way- even though he tells me that I’m beautiful every day. ☹️