I’m in a very abusive relationship. my ex do not want to leave my house. He says he gonna kill me and anyone who tries to confront him about me. I’m up pretty late. I want to call my dad real bad but I do not want them to get hurt behind me. Can’t go nowhere being in the middle of nowhere and no keys. I just don’t wanna get shot in front of the police and he claims he don’t mind going to prison. I just told him I wanted to go my separate way and he says it will not happen. He says he want me to listen. He blames me for everything. He says I deserve it and I know God don’t want this for me so I pray to God this simmer down so I can get the hell away from him. I already suffer anxiety and depression. I feel trapped. Just pray for me that he calm down so I can make my move far away some place safe.

Update: He went to sleep and I had found the keys to the car. I called the police department to let them know everything. I took pictures of my face where he split my skin. They took more photos when I got up there. They arrested him. He is not allowed to be around me at all. My family knows, his family knows and I’m thankful to God to be still here. My dad and brothers went stupid crazy to where they wanted to put themselves in jail to get him, but it’s no need for it. His family was highly disappointed and like everyone said he had no business touching me or threatening me. Thank you ladies so much for the encouraging words. I knew that I didn’t deserve it, that’s why I told him we needed to go out separate ways. I believe I will be moving soon because he can post bond today if his family decides to bond him out. I have many support shelters to go to that will keep me safe. I don’t want to see him. Next move is to get far away and start my life fresh. No woman deserves to be abused by any man.