This is my first pregnancy and I was feeling really good about it.. until this morning.

So.. according to app I’m 6 weeks.

I woke up today to spotting, it was red. I wasn’t too alarmed but scheduled a Doctor’s appointment just to be on the safe side.

I did an ultrasound, which showed only a sac. My ob/gyn didn’t seem too concerned but ordered hcg blood-work over 48 hours.. the first one came back with 16.8 hcg.. my heart dropped. I just knew that there is no way my second blood-work would bring good news.

Ever since I got back from the hospital my cramps have increased they were actually painful, and I’m having period like bleeding, but not too heavy.

All I feel like doing is crying and find reason to help explain this.

I know everything happens for a reason but.. meh doesn’t stop the water works and awful feeling.