Wanting to stay home with my baby

Ruth • Mommy to Summer & Sabrina 💕

I had my daughter almost two weeks ago now and I can’t even handle the thought of having to go back to work and drop her off at a daycare without crying. Before having her I was a full time, self-employed hairstylist. I did enjoy that job for almost 10 years but as it got closer to the time I was having my daughter I was losing interest in my career and my clients. I just wanted to focus 100% on my child and I still do. My spouse can’t support the entire household so I am searching diligently to find flexible work from home so that I am still able to generate an income of some sort. I just don’t think I can leave my daughter, makes my heart sink into my stomach and I can’t even have a conversation with my spouse about it without losing it. I’m sure there are other mom’s out there that have been through this or are going through it now. Anyone have suggestions as far as coping or finding something from home? Or even just share your experience with me!