I'm so over it

Ashley

Omg ok so just a little rant about everything I guess. I'm over being pregnant and I'm only 16 weeks and 4 days. I feel alone in some ways. No one ever wants to hang out with me. I hate hanging out with people that are drinking. It just makes me super damn anxious. I'm one that has always been the life of the party and now I feel like I'm a dud:( Also I hate hate hate my job with a passion. Co workers suck and my boss is just down right rude and never wants to work on anything. Ok just FYI I work at a DRY cleaners. It's not my path in life or a career. It's just something I needed at the time when I was on probation last year. The funny thing is a just got off on Feb so I was very happy and pleased that I wasn't having to do all the requirements for that. Anyways I am a damn hard worker. I'm always going above and beyond my boss expectations. Well being pregnant my going above has kinda platoed since I have been tired, anxious, stressed to the max and just I haven't been the best version of myself. Anyways there was not respect for any of it and the man has kids and 1 on the way. You would think there would be a little leisure but hell to the no. Also why is it that the husband's have it easy. They get to continue just living life like ain't nothing happening. I'm tired of not having fun with my husband lately. He would rather go out with friends then go out with myself. UGH I'm just so exhausted and I still have a long time to go 😂😂😂