uggggghhh...

so, my current husband and I broke up.. he left me for another woman.. my ex and I have been friends for years now.. and he helped me move... during him helping me.. we slept together.. and we dated for awhile.. but then we ended things and he went back to the mother of his child.. and I started working things out with my husband.. well through all of that.. my ex and I slept together 1 last time.. well I told him it didnt feel right since he was back with his babymomma and I was thinking about working things out with my husband.. I asked if we could be friends and he told me he didnt know.. i took it he didnt want to be my friend.. not that he wanted us to get back together... and i found out his girlfriend was sending my brother nude pictures of her self.. so I told my ex.. he got mad I guess and deleted me off of everything. I guess he stayed with her... but now that I'm back with my husband I find myself. very distant from him.. and missing my ex... but I do love my husband very much and I his company.. but I i cant seem to get over the fact my husband cheated and left me..I'm so freaking confused man...