I just need some positive words. From literally fucking anyone.

Was going to delete this app bc I figured why have it for the next few months. But before I do, I just need some words. Like anything.

I hate how desperate I sound, but after finding out there’s no more heartbeat and I’m losing the baby....I feel so empty. I know I’m not alone. I know the statistics. I know all of that shit. But nothing prepares you for this feeling and I hate it. I hate that I don’t feel comfortable talking to anyone I personally know either.

Can someone tell me it gets better at some point? My coworker told me to have some wine and it’ll all be good. Um....yea thanks for the ‘advice’ but I am so beyond any vice compensating for how I feel. In fact, every loving piece of support I get from anyone might as well go unheard because nothing takes away from feeling like a failure.

It’s not the end of the world. I’m alive and breathing and that matters. I just want my baby.