Girls, I really need your experience!

I have PCO, I was told 1,5 year ago, and have since lost 22Kg👏🏻 because I really wish to have kids - SOMEDAY!!

My boyfriend and I just broke up, because he began to become violent, hit me, strangle me etc. and I have of course turned him in to the police..

Now the problem is, I am pregnant.

I am 98% sure I want an abortion.

(Please no comments about abortions is murder or it's wrong! I am my self, totally against it!)

But my life is a mess, I have absolutely nothing, and no child deserve this. Therefore!

But, when I have PCO, I have very little chance to become pregnant, and an abortion will of course make it worse..

But will it become impossible?