Ugh..

My husband is out to sea for a few weeks. His family is doing a Mother’s Day dinner tonight. I personally have never been by myself around them without my husband. I also feel like I don’t stick in with them. One time I was over there, I was on the porch and I heard his aunt say “she’s so weird”. I’m almost certain she was speaking of me. Should I go without my husband? I also have social anxiety so that makes it worse too. We have a 7 month old that they never choose to see, neither.