Adv Mat Age Cycle Buddies? (July 14-18)

Kathy
Hi - I'm new to the forum.  I'm 36, so I'm considered advanced maternal age (AMA).  Been TTC #1 actively for over a year (longer on/off), so I'm looking for cycle buddies who have been TTC for a while, are in 30s/40s, and are dealing with infertility issues (TTC >1 yr or >6m if over 35).  Perhaps not even CBs, just someone else walking in these shoes right now.
​(No offense meant to any of you who just started TTC or any of you lucky young ladies at all!  (Wish I was in my 20s again!)  :)  I'm just struggling with the idea of starting infertility treatments (soon) and the pressure that I'm running out of time.  Every BFN breaks my spirit a little more b/c I just can't see having a new born when I'm over 40.  I don't have the energy I used to, and it's hard to think about being 70 when our kid would turn 30.  I'm looking to connect with others facing the same mental challenges.  Anyone TTC faces disappointment and frustration, but we all experience it differently based on our situations.  Does that make sense?)  Keeping my fingers crossed for all of you!!  ?