Crazy miscarriage dreams

towards the beginning of my pregnancy there was a threatened miscarriage and ever since, i have been having crazy dreams. i dream that i am holding my tiny baby in my hand sobbing uncontrollably. and when i wake up i have tears running down my face, my hubby even said i screamed and moaned a few times. i am terrified that this is going to become reality and i am scared to fall asleep. i pray every night and try to think positively and talk to my baby. but nothing seems to keep these dreams at bay. i am now 10w and baby is doing great, i have no reasons to feel this terrified. any advice would be appreciated ❤❤❤