I've been married 5 years but I've been with my husband since I was 13. I'm 26 now btw. We separated last year because I lost my son and went through a stage in my life where I wanted to find myself. Anyways long story short I had an emotional relationship with another man and now that me and my husband are reconciling I have this itch that he might be doing dirt. I might be crazy because I haven't had any suspicions of him doing anything like I haven't seen anything but I think because I did my dirt and he's forgiven me I'm afraid of being hurt back idk. This man does everything right so I don't know what I'm going through. Am I going crazy?