I hate TWW.

Kelsie • I am 36 my husband is 38 and we are trying to convince out first child with low fertility chances on both sides.
I hate the TWW. AF is due July 4 and I don't know if I can wait that long. But don't have any of my normal symptoms that I get before AF comes. I get an upset stomach every time I eat an feel like I could burst out crying at any moment. Could this be the month? We've been trying for over a year and a half.