Since taking my pregnancy test and getting a positive result I've been over the moon about it but I've also been worried sick. I found out I was pregnant for the first time on January 19, 2018 and by February 14, 2018 my baby was gone. So finding out I was pregnant again the day before mother's day was such an amazing feeling. But it is nonstop worry. every little thing is making me more and more scared. I woke with special needs children and one of my students is very violent. I get so scared that something is going to happen. I've been having some pretty bad cramping it's like a pinching on both sides in my ovaries that's making me worry and I don't have a doctor's appointment until I'm seven weeks which is June 5th. I honestly don't know how I'm going to keep myself sane until my first appointment.