Another loss 😩

Jay • 👩🏽‍⚕️nurse | wife 💍 | momma to angel baby 👼🏽 11/17 | 🌈 due 03/21/2019

November of last yesterday I experienced a miscarriage at almost 6 weeks. Well after 5 months of ttc, I got a strong positive on Mother’s Day. I had a little spotting that morning and I thought it was AF but something didn’t feel right. I tested and it was two strong pink lines. I kept testing and the lines kept getting lighter and lighter. I took a frer digital and non-digital. Both were negative. I tried to keep the hope alive but I just started bleeding. Pretty sure I’m having a chemical pregnancy. I don’t understand why this keeps happening. We just want our rainbow baby. How do you ladies keep going and continue to stay strong after multiple losses? I just feel like giving up 😫😭