30 Weeks!

I'm so excited to be doing this good. So far no cervical changes at all and the stitch is hanging in. My cervix is long and strong still. But guys.....this pregnancy is so hard...I feel emotionally and physically drained at this point. I just failed my 3 hr. glucose test...so ai have gestational diabetes..I'm going to the doctors office twice a week. Once for my injections and once for my cervical scans and dr. appointment. My body is a hey and tired...I'm can't sleep soundly...I'm have terrible heartburn every day...I'm constantly emotional and hormonal worried about my baby...thinking about my last daughter I lost. Working six days a week for part time hours and little pay.. My feet hurt...my body hurts if I try to grocery shop or do anything...I just finished my medication for a Uti.. None of my clothes fit me anymore...It's getting hard to bend down...it's hard to do anything...I can barely reach my butt to wipe lol. I feel so lucky to be able to get pregnant....and so lucky to make it to 30 weeks this pregnancy after losing my daughter last time at 22 weeks...but it's so so hard and frustrating. Maybe I'm just having a pity party today and feeling sorry for myself...I did just find out that I have gestational diabetes like two hours ago after a long day in the hospital..so could be just a bad day but....this pregnancy is so hard. This momma is losing her nerve a little. 😟