Rainbow baby


I’m having a myomectomy today in hopes to increase our chances of conceiving. We lost a set of twins in February of 2016 and have been trying for about a year with no luck. My kids ( I have one and he has 2 from previous relationships) don’t know about the twin lost. We also didn’t tell them about the surgery today bc I don’t want them worrying about me during school. My bonus baby made this for me at school yesterday. She’s been asking a lot for a sibling recently and I stop short of telling her we’re trying bc sometimes I can’t handle the disappointment and don’t want her to feel any of that if it never happens.

But this made me cry this morning. This is the sign I’ve been looking for