Help please

Erika

TMI I'm due tomorrow for AF I've been testing and the first time I did I was around 9-10 DPO and thought I had a vfl. Then I tested again and nothing so I'm very discourage. Also I don't think I've been having many distinct symptoms. Yesterday when I wiped myself I had this. Sorry if it's too much but I wanted to know if someone had this type of cm

before bfp. Am I out this month? :(