From happiness to devastating

Mother’s Day I found out I was pregnant around seven tests were positive even digital one. Next day I took another digital to really confirm myself I was pregnant, that one came negative. Was devastating. Yesterday with first pee in the morning the test came negative and three hours later I got my period. Today I took the blood test and results will be ready on Saturday. I’m so sad. After bringing too much happiness to our family I feel terrible, one of the hardest things was explain to my five years old that “the doctor made a mistake and there’s no baby in mom’s tommy” he was devastated, sobbing and in tears. I’m so sad. I never thought this could happened to me.