Rainbow mommas

Amanda • 👦🏼11/18 👶🏻6/20

When did you start to let it feel real? I had a MMC back in December at 9 weeks after our first round of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. We had a FET in February and I will be 12 weeks tomorrow. As soon as I found out I wasn’t as excited as last time. I kept saying once I get past the 9 week mark I’d feel better and that has come and gone. Then I said once I see my regular OB at 12 weeks which I did today I would feel better and I don’t. We were even able to hear the heartbeat today and I didn’t get excited. I’ve been having nightmares about MC again and I am so worried that as soon as I let myself get excited I will loose the baby again. HELP!!!