agreed not to have kids

Rachel

I told my husband I don't want kids anymore. I'm tired of trying and nothing happening. tired of family members asking when we are having kids. tired of seeing all our friends having kids. my mental state is not there anymore and depression has taken over my mind. I already know I wouldn't be a good mother. all my husband ever wanted is kids and his family just wants us to have kids and I can't and don't want to have them. I didn't want them when I was younger and for a couple of years I thought I did but now, I don't want them. my husband says it's fine but I know it's not. He just wants me to be happy. but I'm not. I told him many times I wanted to quit my job but he doesn't want me too. we don't need the money. I'm not happy there. I feel he will leave me in a couple of years because we didn't have kids. I want him to leave now but he doesn't want to. how do I end this relationship? I want him to find someone to have kids with and that will make him happy in the long term.