5wk 4d. Went to the bathroom today & saw some yellowish discharge. Immediately my heart sank and I kept thinking something is wrong.

I think ive also been having some lower back pain , which is normal for me at any given time due to previous back injuries. So, it’s hard to decipher “out of the ordinary” pain / discomfort.

Left work to go to the doctor and when I got there, they said that they couldn’t see me today because it wasn’t “urgent” due to discharge being “normal” scheduled an appointment for next Thursday.

I felt So dismissed and brushed off as “over reacting”. All I wanted was confirmation that everything is ok.

To make it worse, I stared sobbing in the waiting room & had a complete breakdown. They sent the nurse out to talk to me.

She told me “nothing you did caused your miscarriage” as if I didnt already know that. Maybe it’s the hormones but I cant stand people telling me that!! Of course it’s not my fault!! I’m sad, and worried, not stupid.

I will be so happy when I can get some confirmation next week.